Sorry i have been so slack, had a mad few week, i think everything is getting better now although whilst writing this i am sat with my legs in the air because my feet hurt and stop me sleeping :/
Had an amazing day in scarborough it was really good fun and I swear i know some of the most amazing people ever!
I love stuff like that because it reminds me that not all people are shit and some people really are genuinely nice, and don't lie or make up stuff that they know isn't the truth or gossip about others personal lives.
Bit confused though because i like this boy. . .
. . really like him like so much it hurts. which sounds MASSIVELY desperate but it's like i've always been so frightened of having such feelings because my parents (dad especially) are quite protective of me, but it's like he just makes me so happy, I hope he feels the same although i can be a bit confused at times and i know im rubbish and apologise for everything, i also hope he isn't just using me because i would be heartbroken (not that i think he would just because thats what im generally used to) argh. i hate feeling like this, makes me feel like a right girl!
much loves x x x x x
Aww I'm just being a fanny i know and am currantly listening to fast car by tracy chapman so if you listen to that whilst reading my essay it will have more of an effect hahaha :D
So yeah :/ . I'm a pussy!
